I've sinned again yesterday by looking up a porn story, one I've read before a long time ago. When I try to do it I had warning signs flashing all accross my brain. I couldn't read it properly. I wonder if its because my mental being is resisting the content or because God wanted me to stop.
I've confessed to the Heavenly father that I have sinned and logged of my account on the Website I tried to read it on among other things.
My mother says the desire to watch porn is perfectly normal and that without lust we wouldn't be able to reproduce. I'm not sure if that's really true. I've learned from various websites, religious or otherwise, that porn does a lot of negative things to your body, your brain, your penis among other things.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2642712/Does-watching-porn-make-LAZY-X-rated-content-shrink-region-brain-linked-motivation-study-claims.html
http://www.herballove.com/articles/porn-and-generation-y-porn-obsession-shrinking-your-penis
For some reason I couldn't sleep for 6 hours.
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